it's come to my attention that college isn't as easy as I thought it be and next semester I don't even want to think about ? why am i going for an A.A in Journalism and have to take astronomy and humatines and algebra and some other bs class? I'm not even taking my writting classes until my 2nd year at VCC then all the classes I really want to take I'll finally get to talk Thank god. As sad as this sounds I miss High School. I miss all my freaking friends I'll probaly never see again or hang out with again unless i run into them or they talk to me online or on the phone or i invite them to my day party or 10-15 year high school reunion for class 05..I seriously miss the teachers I had senior year...and I miss my junoir year too..Mr.Germade my pyschology teacher...who taught me how to keep up my self esteem and helped me through everything..DUDE WHAT IN THE HELL HAPPENED TO 4 YEARS AGO when i was freshmen at high school and i had a few friends and life was easy....what happened to always being happy and knowing u had friends who cared and u could talk to everyday and u knew their schedule better then ur own? what happened to having an x bf at school who u guys went through thick and thin for each other with all the rumors of each and still freinds by the end of senior year even when u broke each others hearts? what happened to the fights between freinds and making fun of teachers and studying together and crying...god sometimes I hate COllege and trying to make new friends...at least I still have some of the same friends and I have Andrew after 11 months...I love him with all my heart and soul and he's the one for me i really believe it now more then ever. I have class soon math so i must go so ttyl